Saturday, April 16, 2011
Maybe it was me all along
Here comes a time when everything just goes sooo wrong sooo way off the charts.I really do miss my J1 life.. Im nearing half of my j2 life le.. but im dreading it so much =/
My studies have been free falling. My homework have been snowballing. My teachers are disappointed. My parents are worried. My friends are all either busy studying, or not even close enuf to go out tgt. Stoning at home all day long. Life sucks.
I admit I didnt really study much for my common tests, but still.. I never expected myself to do so damn badly.. With teachers of almost every subject having such stupidly high expectations of me, its so damn sian when I totally disappoint them with my failing grades.
Its a story of a guy with ranking points 70 above all of last year to a loser with ranking points 40+ this year.
Then come relationship problems. Kinda "stopped being friends" with a girl i liked. Haha. Guess that explains it all.
It happened but a few days back. But in the last few days, I kinda "enlightened". Like u know those kinda movie quotes "I was blind but now I see"? When I was so close to her, I kinda neglected my other friends. Spending practically all my time msgin her, thinkin bout her, everything related to her. But now that its over, I got way closer to my classmates and suddenly, my friends all around me become more prominent. I should have cherished them earlier!! :(
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Saturday, December 11, 2010
Its my Bday!!! :)
Oh gosh.. I didnt realise so many ppl read my blog lol..
Everyone's saying im an emo guy now.. I didnt realise I had so many emo posts either!!!
Haha anyways ITS MY BIRTHDAY!! Nothing special la lol.. but its the first time friends are celebrating for me worh!! Though its just a dinner, Im happy ^^
Anyways, all the best to everyone out there~ Good luck for whatever u guys are doing lol xD
Dont think I'll be blogging any time soon =x
(P.S All the best for ur N levels! Hope u did well ^^)
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Sunday, October 17, 2010
I ill-treated you
Dear heart,
Im so sorry.
The last time I gave you away,u came back tattered and torn. Bleeding.
I froze u up to numb the pain. To stop the bleeding.
Then I thawed you and gave you away again for another stab. Another piercing.
You came back worse than before. I bled you dry. Im sorry.
I really dun wanna freeze u up again. Cuz everytime I freeze you.. the world freezes too. Everything comes to a standstill as if life has gone. Life becomes so sad.
I no longer see the couple birds tweeting to the morning sun.
I see the lonely tree facing the strong harsh winter.
I no longer see the chopsticks that work in pairs.
I see the lone wolf howling.
And furthermore I need you. I cant live without ur beat on my chest. I cant live without ur push in my every vessel. My blood cant flow without you.
But then I dun wanna see you bleed again..
So dear little heart of mine, should I just let you die?
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Sunday, October 3, 2010
Square root 3
I fear that ill always be a lonely number like root 3
A 3 is all that is good and right
Why must my 3 keep out of sight
beneath the vicious square root sign
I wish instead I were a nine
For nine could twarth this evil trick
with some quick arithmatic
I know ill never see the sun
as 1.7321
Such is my reality
A sad irrationality
When ark! What is this i see?
Another square root of a 3
has quietly come waltzing by
together now we multiply
to form a number we prefer
rejoicing as an integer
We break free from our mortal bonds
and with the wave of magic wands
our square root signs become unglued
and love for me has been renewed
Anonymous
i want this to last 9:34 PM
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
SEPTEMBER!!
HAHAHAHA stopped blogging for so long le. Lost all my usual customers liao la! Hmm guess this is my first September post!! Cool ~
ANyways, JJC people dont read my blog. So I guess this is only meant for old sec sch friends o.o
Hmmm for some reasons, Im more open here in JJC i think. Had my very down periods .. but I had my high periods too. I think .. I made some pretty good and pretty close friends and alot alot of many other friends over here. Here's so different from VS lo. VS like no one wave de .. here like go canteen everyone will wave to u haha. Love e culture =)
Anyways .. I guess you really will like school when there are those few good frenz u wanna see. Some frenz u really wanna spend time with. Some frenz who u can talk to all night. Some frenz who'll be there for you. I'll cherish my close frenz. Dearly. Woah so gay but oh wells!! Happy mood ~
I have 5 close close friends i think. To me la. Hehe =)
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Saturday, August 21, 2010
A smile
A smile can hide a thousand feelings. A smile can mean a thousand words. A smile can melt a million hearts. A smile can hurt a million times. A smile is not only used to show happiness. A smile is also used to hide the sadness. A smile is a cover-up. A smile is a disguise. Thats why a smile can be the best thing and also the most disgusting thing in the world.
Based on my own definition of A smile ..
I smile not to show my happiness. I smile to hide the sorrow.
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Wednesday, August 18, 2010
Sorry
Hey guys, Im sorry. I know quite a few of u complaining that I keep start stop start stop my blogging life. Its juz that .. I got either nothing to blog.. or too many. Im really v tired after sch daily. Reaching home before 7 can be counted abnormal.. And there's really too many things on my mind..
Im kinda in pain right now.
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